Thought I'd pee my pants he was so funny during the foolish game she had him do. I'd have died to be that girl. His chatting with Ellen before that- he was sweet and charming and didn't look uncomfortable or put upon as he often is with these things. It was nice. He still admits, he doesn't like living in Hawaii for 9 months out of the year.
No one has ever questioned my work ethic or the amount of work I put out. I don't socialize, I don't have a smart phone I'm constantly checking, I don't look at Facebook (if for no other reason than the naked men from the groups Gwenna belongs too...) I don't eBay or IM, or read fanfic or anything else. I email back and forth with creedcascade, nothing major and certainly not time consuming and that's the extent of my non-work related activities. I come in, I bust ass, I leave. Creed makes my life there a bit more bearable.
But since I've come back, I've been getting emails from management about why I'm not showing much work on their "tracker"- what we call Client Web. The first time this came up, I'd just got back from vacation. In Japan. So my boss politely pointed that out to them. And that when I am here, I do a lot of stuff that doesn't have anything to do with client web. Yet the emails kept coming over the last few weeks, including today. And it got me uptight and angry. And the longer the day went on, the more angry and down and tied up I got.
My boss- who is another story entirely, has actually been backing me up. We had a meeting this afternoon about my taking on more tasks- things I should have done to begin with but she's a bit of a control freak. (Okay, HCat- she's a lot of one, but like I said, that's another story...) She's drowning and can't keep it up, she has to give me things. It's my job to take questions and help and be between her and the rest of the group. Anyway, since we were having this little chit chat and she actually told me I was doing a great job and I'm such a hard worker, I brought up the client web issue and how I was getting angry and down and geesh, why is management on my ass all of a sudden. She assured me she was handling it and to keep doing what I'm doing. She promised me this was not my issue- and that she could prove at any time just how much I did do daily, weekly and monthly. She can't say why this is suddenly an issue but that she wasn't going to let it be a problem for me.
God I need less days like this. I just need out of this situation all together. Can't I just write guy on guy smut full time, please?