I'm just feeling out of sorts, unorganized and depressed.
The one thing I looked forward to didn't necessarily get ruined, but some of the shine taken off because there were/are some obnoxious fans and when I went to share the squee, found nothing but nastiness. Up until the last few months, I've been insulated to some degree and haven't experienced it but lately I've been bumping into it more, however inadvertantly. I'm just never gonna understand big fandom I guess.
As with anything else, everyone is entitled to an opinion, there isn't necessarily a right or wrong. I do feel out in left field lately but I'm sure that's my perception.
Am I disappointed more people didn't care for last night's episode? Of course I am. We all want approval and or validation and I'd be lying if I said I wasn't.
Tonight I'm tired and wrung out from a long day at work. Nothing bad happened, just washed out. Hormones have a lot to do with that. The pretty part of fall is over and now it's the cusp of winter- which is a huge part of my blues. No matter how hard I try, I can't work around that.
I need a cup of peppermint tea and my knitting.